papa love

papa love, i love you :)
those time were so beautiful.. paaa shoo cute whenever you smile. hehe nmpak those gigi. tho gaduh manyak kali pun, but still. together balik. at the end. end up well ^^ mama suka tnya manyaaaak soalan kan kan? hehe paa pun jawab la manyak kali. -.-' penat eh eh layan mama? huu brani papa tk layan mama! mama pok tgn pa anti! cmpai meraa cmpai pa ckp 'tk syg papa ke? T.T' hihi cumel jeee~ ehem ehem. pa makan manyak manyak okeh? cumel se-cumel cumel nyaa. haa cmpai taleh jalan. erm.. mama.. mama.. sayang papa. babai~ mwahhh mwahhh! =*

bangle :>

so, rasanya mcm ramai dh tahu yg i have him no more. and thats not a good thing, cz i miss him so much. tp tp tp tp.. tk boleh buat apa :( susah nyaa hidup dia tak ada. huu takpe, fmly ada skrg tlg ^^ and thanks to few peeps yg kasi kata kata smgt ^^ hihi
okeh, so today is oct 23rd aite. so ystrday kan kan, after satu hari ddk ruma mcm org gila. buhsan ya amaat. semua chanel kt tv tu da bukak, laptop ni pun naik panas bukak juga setiap masa, n i kept on crying bcs i miss him..then petang tu mum ajak pegi jumpa new born baby kejap, oh my. hes shoo cute okeyh~ rasa nk culik bring him home. haha then bila da balik ptg tu.. tetibe ada olang ajak wa pegi uptown kl. danau kota? haa kat situ lah. i pun tanpa ragu ragu menjawab 'jommmm!' sebab terlalu bosan :'( siap siap semuaa, then terus shoot pegi kl, 1st pergi petaling street. b4 ni lalu je. n ystrday pun lalu jugak. huaa tak brani la nk masuk. org da la ramai nak mampuih. sgt pack. kereta pun jamm. tamau balik luma ke lu olang -.- then round kl jap fr the night.. n yes. terigt lg dkt si dia. huaa da cepuluh bulan acik kuaa dgn dia je. cemane mau lupaaa.. T.T then lantak lah, sumbat telinga dgn lagu korea. haa tewus berangan nk pegi korea. hehe tup tap tup tap. bila smpai uptown around pkl 11 mcm tu. cari parking mcm nk main gameee. punya lah susahh! sume nk berebut oh n yeah luck semalam ada. Alhamdulillah~ ronda ronda dlm 2hours juga kot? err smpai pukul 1.15am mcm tu baru sedar yg dah lama gila dkt situ.pukul satu pagi tu? tk gheti gheti nk balik umah kee >.< hihi n sumpah, brg kat situ murahh! 1st time dpt bangle for RM4 ? hahaha kalau nk pergi lah dekat Uptown KL okeyy? ladies mesti suka shpping accsries dkt situ :p hehe tp kena pndai cari lah. baju muslimah pun ada juga. nak beliii. tp ongkos yg diberi oleh penaja.. erm entah. terbang kemana tah. beli mcm2 semalam T.T so i beli skirt for RM23? kan murahhh tu? tmpat lain RM40 la, RM 49 lah. kat situ jauhh beza.. haa. sewonok =D nxt time nk pegi lagi. asal brg cantik, so siapa kesah kan about d brand n everything. baju tepi jalan pun kalau lawa i sapuu apa ^^  n kalau muat lahh T.T badan i bkn nya kecik. huaaa

bangle yg i bought ysterday. total up sume dpt la around..RM28 kot. add up dgn brg lain skali lah.tkde pula brg yg lain tu dlm gmba ni, adeh sbb dia letak 3bnda RM10, n bnda lain tu bukan bangle. wa beli sepit lambut maa, hehe ^^ n yg i lapik bawah tu kan kan. act baju. baju pnjang, how cn i say it. ermm. baju tu pun i beli smlm juga. n its panjang la pastinya. full of colours. n melepasi paras punggung. mula2 takut igt tak muat. sbb nmpk seriously dkt mannequin tu pkai mcm longgar but still muat ke dkt bdn i neh? then erm. entah. rasa nk beli jugak. n bila beli~wahh muat rupanya. haha nasib baik tak ketat >.<  so its gud for muslimah isnt it? hehe ^^ i mean baju yg labuh labuh la. hee

bangle yg ada ni only 1/3. yg lain hilang tak tahu pegi mana.. since ddk U, bwk mendalah ni pindah randah. tak tahu da mana i letak. huaa nk nangess~ n ada bracelets from d love one bagi. hihi. mission sikalang! mengumpul bangle/bracelets semanyak yg mungkin. is it possible? hukhuk. entahla.. hehe till then, meet ya again! lotsa love. buhbye babai bubbye ~

something that shouldnt happened

Boy:I broke up with her.

His Best Friend:What happened?

Boy:She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy:Well..for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy:Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy:I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you
were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I
see..

Boy:Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened..

real deal... :")

apa yg i rasa mlm ni? :"> my hp skrg seriously, dh tak berbunyi.. berbunyi pun ada la sikit sikit from my friend hnta text buat apa, tk keluar ke and evrythng. but text from d special one.. dh tak ada, he's gone.. he is mine no more.. and tadi, around pukul 11pm, i cried smpai tesedu sedu ni.. alone dlm bilik. or terkedu kedu? mana mana la :> knp menanges teruk sgt smpai mcm tu? hmm sbb i miss him so much. tinggi menggunung. tapi dh i yg minta utk dia lepaskan.. so terpaksa akur kan kan? nanges smpai timbul pula eyebag ni.. masuk toilet hidung merah daa! pipi pun meraah! hmm call kawan here and there.. diorg tenangkan hati, cakap maybe dia bukan milik kita.. dia org lain punya, and ini semua dh ditentukan. when i call my friend lagi satu, dia ckp.. berpisah mmg sakit. yeah i tahu. dis is not my first time either.. just dis time around, berbeza.. n sakitnya teramat.
when i cried td, lupa pula nk close the door.. nanges2 tp pintu bilik terbuka =/ then bila da tenang sikit.. along lalu pula dpn bilik, nmpk i tgh ddk ats katil n dia masuk. she said tk tdo lg ke dik. n dgn mata yg agak bulat..beliau berkata..

"kau kenapa ni dik?" 

'tahla, takde ape..'

"dia hnta apa pula kali ni"

'takde, tk cntct lgsg'

"dhtu nangis kenapa?"

'*dlm hati.. rindu sgt sgt. tktahu nk ckp mcm mana* -> yg keluar dr mulut, tkde apela..'

*terus nangis balik, smpai habis tissue dlm bilik ni. haa bayangkan teruknya i nanges.. hmm

hmm berlaku sesi luahan perasaan kejap td dlm bilik ni, all d advice from her, sgt useful.. smpai i terdiam. i nk tulis, tp takut akan guriskan hati pihak lain :'> so, tk apalah.. one thing for sure, now.. i hve to face my darkest moment on frgetting him?alone pula tu.. hmm susah sgt sgt, in fact tk tahu mcm mana.. sbb my daily life dgn dia.. n now, dia pun dh tk cntct sy at all. hppy aje hidup mcm tu. then tk apalah, i pun turut hppy for him ^^ now yg i tkut sgt, bila dh balik U nnt, tk boleh tdo malam malam, or takut.. dgn siapa i nk ngadu :( nk call malam2 if tk boleh tdo, sebelum ni semua dgn dia~ hmm tak apalah. dis time around terpaksa face sorg2! berdikari sendiri. n yea lupa nk tulis.. time nanges2 td i dpn lappy, n bila akak i bg advise n evrything dia suruh i baca satu entry ni.. n i terigt ayat dia.. tapi ini more to nak kahwin la :') ketika masih muda ni, ambil ayat ni sbagai dorongan lah ye ^^

"Terimalah anugerah Allah, dengan doa dan redha, itu lah pasangan anda, terima dia seadanya. Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna di dunia ini. Setiap insan pasti ada kelebihan dan kekurangannya."

Allah lepaskan dia dari kita, kerana ada yg jauh lebih baik dan yg sesuai utk kita jadikan teman.. jadi redha lah..

Ya Allah.. buka kan lah hati ini.. utk terus melihat sekiranya ada insan lain yg boleh menjagaku lebih baik dr apa yg ku pernah dapat.. Kuatkan lah hati ini utk ku tempuh segala dugaan yg kau beri kepadaku~ Amin..


p/s: pukul 2 pagi da~ nk opp lappy ni dlu. hehe ^^ babai~

selongkar =/

  

 

p/s: gmba taken at lumut, manjung, teluk batik and jusco Ipoh :>

semua kelantan-ian .. only me and ana je dari negeri lain T.T

setiap perkara..

menyakitkan hati.. kenapa lah dia ada dalam diari hidup saya
hmm

The names ;>

its been, 6months rasa nya ddk dkt uitm ni.. sem 1 dah habis ^^ tup tap tup tap, dah final exam, and semalam my last paper habis. oct 5th. n that was measurement paper II. susah, plus gaduh a lil bit with him. and bnda tu buatkan kurang focus utk study. huaa seriously tk larat that night, stay up until 5am, then sakit that day, rasa nk tumbang n eveything~ huu dugaan is all i can say :'> 6months dkt uitm ni was so so so so okay *thumbs up that i can survive alone :p and bila ddk sini, dpt nama gelaran banyakkkkk sgt ! smpai rasa mcm da jadi org lain da -.- waaaa check out my name's list

• si manja 
• si tembun
• mon = montana = hannah montana? =D
• budu = bukan sbb suka mkn budu okayy :<
• 4b ? = buz budu blackberry bold? haihh tak faham dgn budak2 ni 
• dudu = name given by didi,  :>

ada lagi, banyakkkk gilak! tp tak igt. ni pun tulis mne yg igt je, huuu teruk bebeno nama yg gue dapat kan kan T.T esp part budu, that day brgaduh about cencalok,budu,sos tiram and evrything. then tibe2 they put budu on me >,<''

p/s: im room aloneee. roommate dah tk ada, sume dah balik. *currently waiting fr my parents to pick me up ^^

you..

we belong together :')

Girls day out :>

ats ni~birthday girl. motif keluar kali ni pun sbb nak buat suprise dekat dia. even dah dua hari berlalu birthday dia -.-'' tp tk dpt nk wishh sbb final exam. then rancang punya rancang maka tersewa lah kereta pada oct 2nd. hehe sewa kereta and bgtahu dkt si ruby ni nk jalan2 je before sume balik ruma masing2. dah janji ni nk kua pukul 11, gue pun ckp okay, set. then bila siang td, terbangun bapak lambat. dorg dah siap and da nak smpai da dkt gate blkg amek kereta. saya baru bangun and baru nk g mandi. haha then terpaksa tggu almost one hour utk sy bersiap *wink wink ;> angan la mara kawan kawan, huu

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pegi teluk intan je. masuk menara condong. *excitedd ni. my very first time tgk menara condong right in front of my eyes. heheh and tu dkt dlm menara tu. ada telaga, kepada sesapa yg tak tahu lah. hehe *batak betul -.-' and dlm telaga tu pula, bnyk gila coinss. tah kenapa korg cmpk coin tu? ade pape yg sy takk tahu ke? err

 

tgga pun jadii kott ;)

 

dah tiga orang kat atas, sy snap la sesorg :( huuu 

 

ni apa pula? ni adaa konvoi td, ada bride and groom dtg buat photoshoot. sumpah lawa gila dorg. and ada group of ppl amek gmba, siap jerit suh ktorg masuk join dlm gmba tu. adoiii tknak laahh. maluuu :S gmba ni taken from tingkat dua inside menara condong punya building ;)

 

taktau apa motif gmba ni, hehe tau nk snap je dr atas tu~ 

 

tgk la ayu, ngacau gue je dr mulaa T.T

 

 

 kenapa ayu gelak? okay. memandangkan building tu agak tua kan, bila kita step on the wooden floor tu nnt ada bunyi 'krekk krekkk' mcm nk runtuh je. huaa ke aku ni yg berat sgt? TT_TT tp bila semua pijak mmg ada bunyi yg sama, haha bunyi kayu lama tu.. *taknak ngaku gak neh yg aku berat :p then time nk snap gmba ni, even before pun..saya jalan dlm building tu, tgn mesti kena grab on something. smpai dorg pggl saya nenek! sbb have to hold onto smthing.. tahu tak takut? dh ckp dr mula lagi tknak masuk building tu. huaaa jahat la bebudak ni >.< in this picture, saya mmg cuak habis, rasa nk tegolek tecampak kat lua pun ada. TT_TT thats y la ayu gelakk smpai cenggitu -.-'

 

Pelawat dilarang memasuki kawasan ini >.<

 

panas gila habaq hang~~ ''''-,-''''' berpeluh mcm hape je sume~ adeh

 

 

 singgah taman sat~ beli ruby punya cupcake secara senyap senyap :D wee~

mabuk laut terus bila sampai dekat teluk batik. huu takut tgk laut, sbb mmg tak brani kalau bab laut, and sungai ni.. budak2 ni ajak naik boat pulak. memula ajak naik banana boat, tp memandangkan masing2 tk bawak baju, haha aminn~ kalau tak budak2 ni ajak naik banana boat pula. naik boat biasa pun rasa nak nanges. pakcik tu buat drift kat tengah laut. naseb baaik tak tercampak camera , hp dlm laut. waaaa T.T

- fllow the pictures~ ^^

 

 

hahh. kenapa dkt bracelet tu tulis B.A.R.A ? sebnrnya stands for 'buzz.ayu,ruby.ana' ada empat lagi possibilities yg boleh buat between those 4 letters. check this out.

• if R dekat dpn replace dgn B, it will be = R.A.B.A *aiyakkk teruk bunyi nya. kan kan? jadi da sah sah la kami tkkan letak R dkt depan. haha 
• if buat A.R.A.B hahhh. lagi pelik kot. kenapa muncul negara arab pula dkt gelang ni? haha once again rejected.
• then, if susun B.A.A.R bertambah lah pelik. mcm bar dah bunyi nya. nape la teruk betuii nama nama yg dapat T.T
• if R.A.A.B pula~ hahh tak sodap la pula -.-'' last last~ b.a.r.a yg dpt diletak :/ bolee la~