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Assalamualaikum. I am , Bazilah aka Buzzer. Nice to know ya'll dropping by to see my blog... nothing much but thanks :'>
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A Quantity Surveyor, wannabe. Am nineteen. Islam of course. Camera is my drug, own one. 600D. peace! xxoo

Sunday 20 May 2012

Biar sampai ke bintang.


Tiada gunung yang terlalu tinggi.
Tiada laut yang terlalu luas.
Tuk mereka memisahkan kita
Dari mimpi mimpi kita ini
Jangan resah
Ini takdir.
Tuhan mendengarnya.. 
Tuk membawa mimpi mimpi..
Kita...

Saturday 19 May 2012

Yang tinggal hanyalah...


Yang tinggal hanyalah, Rindu...

Rindu cinta yang berputik, mekar, kembang, tetapi layu di tgh jalan. Tiada lagi wajah ceria, gelak tawa, marahmu di depan mata. Yang tinggal hanyalah bayangan, yang masih mekar di ingatan.. Rindu yang kian menebal, tiap hari...Tapi.. Apakan daya, awak hanya ingatkan dia...

Yang tinggal hanyalah, Kenangan...

Kenangan cinta yang bermula dari zaman sekolah, zaman kerja lepas spm, zaman mengenali keluarga masing masing, zaman masih kanak kanak, tiada matang, zaman penuh suka duka manis dan pahit. Sehinggalah masuk ke menara gading. Awak ambil kita depan rumah, lawat kita dekat hospital hari2, belikan makanan pkl 3pagi, ambil kita balik cuti from SI. Rindu kita belajar ttg Quantity Surveyor sama2. Course yg tiada beza.. Segalanya kita lalui bersama, 1yr 5mnths 10days.. Tapi.. Apakan daya, awak memilih dia...

Yang tinggal hanyalah, Kata-kata...

Janji yang pernah awak suarakan, sumpah yang pernah awak katakan.. Kata kata awak, menyatakan sayang org sebanyak bnda2 yg ada di dunia ni. Papa... Masih bergema, masih kuat diingatan. Masih lagi segar, layu tak akan... Tapi.. Apakan daya, awak hanya pandang dia...

Yang tinggal hanyalah....

Bear yang memenuhi ruang katilku, terlalu besar, besar, besar, sangat besar.. Purse yang awak bg hadiah, org pakai smpai sekarang, bear kecil yg tergantung dkt hp.. Cincin kita bersama.. Yang tergantung di leher masing masing. Cincin awak terukir "Bazilah Ibrahim ♥" , cincin org terukir "Ibrahim Yatim ♥", Tapi.. Apakan daya, awak tak boleh lupakan dia...

Yang tinggal hanyalah, Ucapan...

Selamat tinggal... Tak mampu lagi untukku menulis, menaip ttg kita. Bergelinang air mata. Jika dia pilihanmu, untuk dijadikan isteri.. Aku hnya mampu berundur, dan lepaskanmu. Apakan daya, aku bukan lagi milikmu...



Jaga diri di sana. Jadilah QS berjaya.
Much love. Xx. :'(

Friday 4 May 2012

If, and only if...


If, you can feel my love.. I would love to ask you, to show me, is my love worth it, for you. Can you feel my love, that i gave you.. by the wind, the light, the air you breath, every steps you walk, every night and day, and... every second. I miss you...


If, you love me... Then why does it hurt. So much. Why did you hurt me so bad. Promises are buried. I can't barely heal the wound. I can't. Never. I did try my best, the best of all. Why can't you see every good deeds in me. I am blind, blind to be fooled in this love. This so called "love-cracked" are currently, hunting me down. I am sorry. I'm not perfect, not pretty enough, not enough to fulfill everything... Hmm... I miss you...



If... I could turn back time. I shouldn't have accept your love at the first place. I should have let you, to choose your own path. And, my own path.. This would not have happened then. I'm sorry. Took all of this pictures while... you're gone. While I am talking to myself. It's a fake smile you can tell. I am alone. And... I miss you...



If... I am there, exist in your wounded heart. And passing by your day-dreaming time... Please, think of me saying "I Love You..." Even for just one second,is enough for me... At least, I am there. Still there. I am grateful, to know you, to love you, to have a beautiful-pain relationship in between. I miss you... 

Tc. Xxx.