rindu :'(

'ckp omputih jap' seriously.. miss to have such big numbers on my phone screen from my love one.used to have like, 34missed call, 40missed call, 12msgs, 19msgs.and..now, not anymore.and how i wish that he can do that.. :'(envy those ppl around me who have such boyfie, n yet.. they dont appreciate it. well, mybe they have their own problem :') dont wanna interrupt.

to those who followed my twitter account, korang nmpk kan i update apa smlm..
.....inside and outside :'( dia terlalu istimewa sampai, hmm ssh bila tiada dia. terlalu rapat dgn dia till one point, terlalu syg kan dia. its hard.. so hard, even tak text few minutes, jantung berdegup laju. thinking about, apa yg dia buat, dgn siapa.text siapa, call siapa.n even if he tell it so, i cant believe it. its the same thing happen btween us. i cant trust him. and so do him. macam mana nak wujud kan cinta yg ikhlas dan kukuh kalau tiada percaya? cinta tu mudah goyah kalau tiada percaya bukan? i selalu cuba, akan cuba utk percaya u. tp percaya tu musnah balik.. please be faithful, be honest.. please remember those promises, now u tk rep text. been few hours already.yeah i admit,mula mula i yg tk rep text few hours.mula2 geram tau? then tetido terus. hmm its just..so not you. do call me, text me like a real soulmate does.no,like a boyfie does, no! like a hubby does!!
leaving you is the worst part of my life :'( but u nampak mcm.. nk tinggalkan i.tak rep pun text.. takut sgt sgt.. n that is ur word bukan? takut kalau i takde? sgt sgt.. i harap kata kata itu ikhlas and benar.. bila text text i suruh u pergi sana, pergi cari org lain, pergi txt dia call dia. hmm sumpah taknak. siapa yg nak? cuma, hati sakit sgt.. marah.. geram.. dat time bila u cried in the car, i nmpk u jujur. lelaki shed tears in front of a girl? teruk btl lah kan mksd nya prmpuan tuh? haihh. thats me. tp i pun pnah nanges dpn u jugaa. sama je la kot kte nih. hmm satu family nih tahu kita bersama, satu familyyyy tau? bukan mum, along abg man je tahu. dgn abh skali tahu. angah, donut. mne tak nya. keluar smpai evryday.evryday tuu.dgn u tlg mcm mcm nya lagi.. :'( dhla mum kita prnah berjumpa, i pula bpe kali jumpa ur mum. time i accident, ur mum siap call lagi.. then gelarkan diri as ibu terus. tekejut i dat time. dh tk pggl aunty dah, :) itu sume sweet moment tau tau? even tgh menanges dkt hspital mse tuu. then ibu suruh baca doa bnyk bnyk, jgn lupa bgtau ibu, txt ibu, call ibu.. fuhh~
kalau blh putar masa balik kan, mmg nk sgt.. nak mse mula mula brknalan dlu.. mula mula our love story begin..
sgt indah :') tp ni lah dugaan kan, cabaran..
terpaksa tempuh walau apa keadaan sekali pun, cuma kuat and tak kuat je.. :')
oh ye, lagu izinkan yg tgh main dkt blog ni, untuk awak :')