soot soot flames

its been awhile, since i update my last entry.
hihi
sowie, too busy lepak-ing with my chingu
gossiping, fighting, laughing and so on. =p

now i wnna talk about ..

staring at the sky 

am looking at chu

i miss you b~

every moment every second everyday every night~

alone, alone and alone without you my love, prince, hero, my one, my heart, B~ =')

forever alone, if u leave me..

only got stones, dried leaves and natures..

forever looking for the outstanding moments, 

trying to catch that ring that hanging~

be with me, till our hair getting brown, grey then white. till we have our hair no more.

till our faces got that superb wrinkles in our late years

till we see our grandchildren

till till till, our last breath..

be with me..

i love you

Muhamad Ibrahim B Mohd Yatim 

<3

2nd part~ with mai mai bunny cutie 

she's a, hot stuff. 

mushy mushy she's so hot =,=

am jeles.

haha

dont cmpare me with mai, 

haiyaa =,=

mai sengaja buat that face, but still shes pretty tho =)

told cha 

^^

okay buruk, penat. make up hilang.

selepas tgk sejuta cinta marshanda, marimar.

paksa nizam soh snap gmba! 

tak kira!

nizam pun ikut =p

full credit to : NIZAM and Mai~

camera: nizam and mine.

after brhnti kerja, blh dikatakan tiap hari keluar. few days je ddk rumah, kot. haha

slalu blk lmbat smpai midnight smtimes smpai kena bebel, kena grounded juga la kot.

hehe

apa apa lah.

b4 msk U, ~insyaAllah dapat~ kena la hangout dgn kwn kwn.

nnt da msk U, windu zaman zaman ni.

huuu

so dis is what i've been doing lately, photoSOOT *sngja hilangkan the H.

"y meh?" well, tell me.. bila kita dapat soot? bila ada api kan? hehe

so photosoot, u pndai pndai la jawab =p

haha

papetah =.=

kchow.

wait fr next freaking latest new entry.

wlaupun cerita da lama.

nk update gak! 

tak kira.

wekk 

=P

babai 

berhari lamanya ..

berhari lamanya tak update..
bnyk benda nk update..
kejap lagi kot nk update..
update update update..

kbye :)

my fav all time songs based on lyrics :)

1. Justin Bieber - One Time
2. Justin Bieber - Favourite Girl
3. Caprice ft Nik Irfan - just the way you are cover* thnx alfie
4. Katy Perry ft Kanye West - Extra Terrestrial
5. Neyo - One in a Million
6. 6ixth Sense - Cinta Matiku *thnx b <3
7. Auburn - Perfect Two
8. Soko - Take My Heart
9. Mc Mong ft Seo In Young - Bubble Love
10. Super Junior - Marry you
11. Super Junior - No other
12. Hong Jin young - Love Battery
13. Orange Caramel - A-ing ~
14. Wheesung - Girls
15. G.na ft Rain - If You Want A Lover > prefer yoseob n gayoon cover ;)
16. SNSD - Star Star Star

will update moree soooon ;)

snowalk!

*weeeee

telah ku update entry sebelum ni ttg icity. 

tk dpt msk snowalk sbb sblm ini gaji sudah licin lesap kering terus. so ongkosnya tk ada.*jimaat mode* 

haha sekali zoo text ckp nk pegi snowalk, dia blnja. 

woaahh, tebeliak biji mata tgk text tu taw taw! terus reply naaaaaaak! 

hehe masuk free siapa tanak meh? lepas tu call lah semua olang nk ajak join skali. 

si dia ada meeting. jadi tk dpt nk ajak :'( 

zoo pun call dinie, dinie ajak lepak khulafa sec7 pulak. jgn harap lah kan minah ni lepak mamak! =/

then call gang lanun, dorg dpt gerak pukul 10pm? hek muu, kami ni prmpuan. takan pkl 10 bru nk hangout? pejadahnyaaa =.= then pegi ambil nizam dkt ktm. bajet dia ikut. skali mak call suruh balik agknya. baik pnya call smpai dpn ruma dia da U_U adehh 

mai bapak dia pula tk bg kua malam. akhirnya..

kami berdua jela yg pergi. muahaha

tp sumpah bestt even dua org 

pergi perkara wajib mesti ada mestilah boypreng number dua saya! canon terchenta <3 

dh bwa masuk sume, sy pun brtnya. camera blh bwa msk ke? the girl said, boleh. tp tk jamin sbb inside -5C 

O_O sy pndg zu, zu pndg saya. gilaa babi sejuk. risauu camera crack or whtever. so utk tk ambil risiko, saya pun berjalan lah ke kereta sesorg ltk camera in car *zoo tggu dkt counter
 =(  huaa sedih tahu, baru nk snap whats inside.
thought snowalk icty ni just like dkt bkt cherakah punya. just lalu mcm tu je. rupanyaa, kena pakai but sume, jaket gila babun tebal smpai bepeluh ddk lua tu. ice agak tebal :O dh la dgn dress nya, tak tahaaan ==

sebelum masuk ^^

pun samaa ^^

masuk masuk je, rasa nk tkncing. rasa mcm pundi ni tk blh kawal. sbb sejuk sangaaat. haha 

nasib baik kitorg beli glove taw taw. kalau tak da kebas da agknya. hipotemria la jwbnya weh.

then batak sket, sentuh sume decoration dlm tuh. nasib baik hp ada. so snap a lil bit of what we're playing dlm tuh. 

=D

zoo in igloo ~~ 

*happpyyy~

atas pebenda tah ni, taktau nama dia. hehe

p/s : bnda ni utk budak kecik je. tp kami ni buat buat kecik *padahal bdn besa nk mampuih* 

buat muka tebal sudaa,kami pun mngambil seekor spider utk ditunggang bersama ;) 

hasilnya.. 

zoo mmg kong hajo. ckp mcm tarik anak gajah. 

mmg kena maki time tu juga. haha 

lepas dera zoo sume suruh dia tarik dr starting point smpai hujung, zoo pun bls dendam. suruh tarik dia pula, 

lagi hebat kottt, smpai dah buat u-turn sume dia suruh bawak lgi. haihh then time tu saya pula jerit, kau ckp orang, kau pun sma juga beratnya mcm anak gajah == 

hahah 

*sbnarnya, susah la nk tarik atas ice, kena tolak pkai kaki skt bru blh tarik =D

so mmg la mcm tarik ank gajah. haha

mkcik pkcik sume pdng, boys n girls yg ada oso. elehh jeles ckp lah. haha

kalau la spiderman tu blh bercakap, or bernyawa. mesti mati dah kena duduk dgn kitorang. haha 

mmg penat tarik budak neh, == tp takpe. dia blnje ticket masuuuk~ wee 

cinta kamu sayang kamu, ailebiu :*

*bila dah masuk, ramai pula photographer kat dalaam. haihh. dorg snap gmba ni, kami pun belii set combo.
boleh laa, kenangan taw taw =) 

heee~ kalau pegi dgn mr.boyfie mesti malu. jatuh perkara wajib dlm tuu. balik smpa lebam bontot.

pening pale sbb jatuh telentang bnyk kali. 

maluuu tahu =/

haha tp takpe. experience tuu. 

wee

what a girl want :) *curi frm zoo :D

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her. 
3. Share secrets with her. 
4. Give her your jacket. 
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her. 
7. Hold her. 
8. Laugh with her. 
9. Invite her somewhere. 
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her. 
12. Take pictures with her. 
13. Pull her onto your lap. 
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.  
17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 
18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 
19. Tell her she’s beautiful. 
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it. 
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved. 
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

*WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US .. 
26. Don’t lie to her. 
27. DON’T cheat on her. 
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants. 
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her. 
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too. 
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her. 
33. Kiss her on the cheek 
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

*REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her. 
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. 
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

*MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED. 
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 
43. Take her for long walks at night. 
44. Always remind her how much you love her. 
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

3 days

3 days suda,
working full time.
now rasa kaki nak tcabut ==
penatttt u tahu tak poh lin? huaa
nasib gaji okay tau. huuhhh ~

p/s : penat melepak dlm stor, bebel, gaduh gaduh dgn budak kerja. ddk ats trolley, then kena tolak smpai luar kedai.*thnx syahmi* haihh
bkn penat bkrja -_- penat bermain lebih. penat tgk daya main keja keja. huuuu
tape, bos tk penah mara.lately ni, bos kasi duit setiap hari sepuluh hengget suwuh mkn, bila tnya knp bg duit "aiyaa, u olang pegi mkn laa. gaji masuk lmbat lehh" haha thnx poh lin. ktorg lepak u bising 5saat je. lps tu u buat kerja u. gila best! bila tk on lagu korea, u tnya 'buz ahh, halini tak bwa cd ahh?' =D
best gila dpt bos mcm u poh lin ! thumbs up** =D

kacau kacau dan kacau

jiwa kacau =/

berserabut rasanya

penat menangis

penat segalanya

mungkin..

dan mungkin..

hmm

mengapa?

kenapa?

hmm , luahan hati , dr saya.

:'(

zulikha illya

Zulikha Illya, bestie <3 

heyya. dh berapa kali kau update pasal aku kt blog kau en?

tp aku tk update apa apa lg. 

hehe sowiee :*

just wnna say thnx barbie, always help me when im in serious probs. major probs act.

always call me till ur hot ticket habis.

call me pkai ur own credit smtimes~ 

pheww, terharu tahu tak?

do frgive me if lately u feel like "rasa mcm kita makin jauh" just like what u text me :'(

sumpah rse nk nangis when i read ur text. 

just wnna say i love you .. <3

in fact, evry night tidur. i hve ur bear by my side. 

smtimes i even hug ur bear tau takk! ^^

a friend, a best friend, a forever friend.

my star, my moon, my sunshine.

my jewel, my diamond, my gold.

my one and only, zulikha illya :')

thnx fr d bearr <3 

hihi 

loveee it <3 

working!

finally~
okay, act.. tade apa pun nk updte abt wrking ni.
just wnna show you a lil bit of what currently ive been doing while waiting upu pnya result ^^
nk tggu berbulan lamanya msk U, drpd ddk menternak lemak di rumah. lebih baik bkrja 
*sama je, naik juga lemak nya. haishh >.<'' tensen!
tp dpt duit + dpt experience + dpt kwn baru, aite? =p 
dpt duit soppping smpai kering bank. smpai kena mrh dgn parents.
tk reti nk jimat katanya. da dpt gaji pun pau dorg lagi. haha 
alasan *tade duit nk bla bla bla.. padahal dlm purse bekepuk duit. tp nk smpan beli brg shpping. haha
kerenah anak, mcm mcm ==

now, meet Hidayah ! *again ^^

okay,nk snap dis pic quite hard. dpn penuh kristal. kang tlnggar pecah pula >,<'

then lampu tu agak la pnsnya. plus dat lamp rotate okay -_-

nk menyuruh si model ni tnduk lg. 

huaa dugaan 5min. haha

 =p

haah! ini senang. tp ini pun take 2 shot act ==

now~ meet alfie! ^^

alfie alfie, mmg suka tidur. msk store je nmpk dia tbaring atas kotak ~_<''

igt siapa lah mula mula dlu. adehh

1st msk dlu, alfie gila babi sombong *tak kesah pun nk tegur ke tknk.

skali ter-tegur pula, tu pun sbb nk suruh dia buat krja. then bercakap lah =D

 dis guy mmg hebat at dancing O_O 

evry lagu yg rncak msti nmpk dia dance, evn tgh ada cstmer pun. haha

lgu bieber tkyh ckp la, full step kot hafal. 

=p

p/s: gmba ni syahmi yg snap. sy tk pgang pun camera tme ni :)

now want cha to meet syahmi ^^

okay, bijak. gmba crop. sbb? sbb mamat ni mmg ssh gila nk snap gmba

asl nk snap je dia bg high five dpn lense. 

ini pun gmba candid. 

crop sbb sblh ada gmba alfie, brapa bnyk daa gmba dia. shh alfie pergi main jauh jauh =,=

here syahmi + shafa ^^

mkn big apple. syahmi n alfie blnje. hehe

mkn free, sedap lah :P 

now want cha to meet kak naddy. haha

kak nad, dayah and ibrahim's 

:*

kak ayu fr now ^^

pndai gila kott kak ayu ni. 

she took electrical engineering. 

n got 3.6 kot tk silap O_O

which is quite gud fr a girl u noe?

abg saya pun brapa kali kantoi dgn course tu =/

oyeah, shes getting married btw. hehe

oh yeah, saya pun tk faham.

apakah motif syahmi sbnanya

knp hammer tu diutamakan lbh dr saya?

haha

 ~_~''

sebenarnya, gmba terlalu lah bnyk!

gmba tgh gelak, pejam mata, kemas barang, hehe

tp kemalasan semakin meninggi menggunung =.=

maaf. nnt kalau rajin upload lg. 

hihi

gmba bos tade pun, aiyaak.

*tk snap pun gmba bos =p

nemo nemo!

okay, Nemo.


mcm mana blh kenal nemo ni? tuuutt.
through fb la. kwn donut. 
1st ada org add dkt fb by the name ...
then apprve la after tgk mutual fren. skali bila hnta dkt wall dia 'thnx add :)' kot tk silap.
*entah.tk igt da* then cmmnt donut msk!
"adik aku pun ko nk add ke nemo?"
nemo pun ckp, lah adik kau ke oppa? apesal muka adk kau suci muka kau mcm... haha 
bla bla bla gado bagai sume, saya pun msk cmmnt tu dn join gaduh attack donut :D sukanyaa ada gang!
start tu, knal nemo smpai skrg. evrytime on fb, msti ada bunyi toink dkt im from nemo 
*kalau nemo online la*
tk pun, inbox from nemo, tnya ada cerita hot tak.
smtimes, bila ada problem. sy story dkt dia,dia msti bg pstve feedback n really know to cmfort myself.
bila cerita any probs, nemo pun share juga dia pnya probs. dgn smgtnya. smpai karangan dia tulis kt im tu.
smpai kalau crita about dia punya lovelife~siap bg link sume kalau dia geram kat org tu.
now sbnanye apakah point sy tulis neh? =/
just nk ckp~
**thnx nemo, always tlg buz when im in serious problem. nemo sama mcm kawan buz sorg ni ZULIKHA ILLYA. thanks bnyk bnyk pd kamu berdua. nemo, if ada probs, jut share dkt buz okay? like i always did bila kita chat. nemo mmg terbaik oh bab bg acting skills semua :p happy to have u nemo as muh sista. ^^




p/s: lepas ni btl btl update pasal working. haha kott la. gmba tk msskan lagi
-___- hihi

maybe..

maybe..
maybe..
i shouldnt have ... ... in the 1st place

:'(
things hve been soooo hard fr me

p/s : next updte about~ working ! :)

maybe it is darl

maybe its, the end of ..
the end of evything..
sorry..
ive caused u tonnes of trouble fr d past few months..
should i stop now.. ?
di di di dilemma~
:'(

p/s : almost 230am, and i cant sleep yet. i need you. but still. im afraid to text you. if u read this, i just wnt to say that. im sorry, really sorry. am a bad girl fr you :'( i do undrstnd if.. if.. hmm sorry again~

tears of sadness

i know dat, you! still cant get over her.
and why?
bcus shes beautiful,even prettier,n moree romantic than i am.
she know how to dress herself up, envtho smtimes... but dats wht she is.
d thing that i dont get it till now.
y must you..
you..
you..

*cant hold my tears up, the diamonds..falls perfectly from the eyes to d ground*

tho u lied to me few times, i just cant erase you from my HEART,
HEART, dat is ur name, in my phone. 
why.. why.. and why must i face all of dis situation.
if u still hve d girl in ur heart, then please~ torture me no more.
u knw what i mean.
the real deal now, i dnt know hw cn i face myself alonee without you by my side.
im used to it, to have you evryday, texting me.saying 'rindu awak :(' "cinta akan awak bazilah ibrahim"
and meet you kinda evryday, u pick me up..after blk kerja. u took me to beautiful places~
all together, after ambil result spm, pegi sunway till late night. u drove me back home.
stuck in the middle of traffic jam. fighting over radio,and fighting over food.
*awak mara saya kan?tk bg awak mkn..sorry, didnt mean to.sbb tk jumpa d stick.so its hard to eat while ure driving :'(*
being able to hold ur hands, make me feel like 'kena gari..by you' *sukaa okay. like im totally yours*
then u hug me, till i cn hear ur heartbeat, tahu tak apa saya rasa? happy sgt tk terhingga. feel like ur heart is beating, bcus of me. *feel je lah, perasan lebih kott saya ni.
met ur ibu fr d 1st time at kl sntral,even in front of ur mum pun. awk still hug saya in d train,to avoid dr lggar peeps *ini zaman tade lesen kereta*
then pegi mid sama sama naik kereta, awk drive. pkul 4ptg pick me up dkt ruma, ckp tmn ambil ibu dkt mdvlley. aftr that u sent ibu home n kita pergi mkn at pak li kopitiam smpai almost 10pm~
even today, lepak till 11pm, with you n perot. im just used to it. to have you in me. everyday. n theress a lot moree, too many sweets story btween us yg i stll tk dpt type.bnyak sgt~ now tell me! how cn i erase you syg? answer me..



p/s: i love you, and will always do..
like alwayss, forever always~ :'(

i-city -______-

huaah. how cn i start my storyline.
one day, errr. that day, err. huhh ==''
okay, lepas kerja whole day, habis kerja around 6pm, rasa mcm awal nya nk blk ruma.
sudah 18taun tp blk mcm budak sklh menengah -___-
so tnya daya, 'mok, mlm ni jejalan jom'
mok said 'tak handak aku, nak balik~ penaat'
then hp berbunyi got text from horrace.
'keluar jom' i replied 'jom da habis kerja da ni'
n he said 'nak pegi mane?' i replied 'mana tahu.kau blh keluar ke?'
he said 'tak blh, kne ddk rumah' n directly~ saya berkata 'mcm tu ddk la rumah. haha'
bla bla bla~ daya hanta smpai dpn ruma, then horrace text tnya dkt mana, i said kau maneee?
tip tap! horrace dpn mata, main badminton dgn nazrin semua n his gang~ hihi 
horrace pun menggila masuk kereta daya gelak gelak bagai then terus plan pegi i-city. kahkah
dayah pun ikut laa , setelah dipaksa berpuluh kali ^^
drive drive smpai kena hon bagai sbb salah lane *thnx daya n horrace, malu tau kena hon. huaaa* == 
then smpai i-city, terus aim snowalk! wee happy + sedih. nk msk fee fr adult rm25~ sume tgh kering TT__TT so main dkt entrance je la ~ huuu 

im the one who drove d car, n d one who snap all d picturess, *plus horrace skt lah* hihi so my picture bnyk tak ada

U____U

dayah sooo happy bila dpt main ice tu ^^ 

the right picture tu sebab.. horrace baling ice kena mata daya? 

rasenya lah :p hehe

horrace, looking fr d big iceee O_O

n den he got it!! kahkah

mcm budak budak la korang -____-

hes trying sooo freaking hard to get the ice, hehe

i knw horrace, malaysia tkde snow :p

jadi kita pun batak sikit 

hihi

gila tembam :$ 

haiyak

senyum kemain lebar -_____-

*crdt : horrace*

credit to horrace

wee 

dayah + harith ^^

ohh ohh ~

the thug ? :D

ngeh ngeh, horrace horrace ^^

huu~ camera dekat dayah,she's d one who snap dis picture.

jadi sy pgang itu je lerr ==''

the LOVE ~

i was trying to snap the night scene, but then~ horrace masuk.

then i was like, okay, 'kanan siket, siket lagi. okay stop!'

"click!" ter-snap lah dis pict ~ 

=___=

hehe AWED! 

p/s : sakit pinggang once again. U___U 

hihi takpe. demi blog :p