searching for a new diamond :')

hmmmmmmmmmmm.
tarik nafas panjang panjang~then lepasss.

to my one and only, ibrahim yatim:
by the time u read this, kita mybe dh tak cntact each other..
in fact kita mgkin.. hmm tk tahulah.
*jap.. wipe tears :')
hmm, kita dh pun tkde apa apa. but still.. org cinta and syg awk sgt sgt like i used to..
reason kita break pun tersgt la kukuh.
depan mata org, org nmpk sndiri.. nanges terus dlm kereta.
maafkan org trpksa campak purse yg awak bg.
maafkan org terpaksa tepis tgn awak dlm kereta..
tapi awk perlu tahu, sumpah org nanges tk berhenti bila kua dr kereta awak.. even until now.. few days already :'(
hilang awk is smthing that i cant accept..

i need smone to talk with when i cant sleep, 

i need someone that can help me when i hve problems..

i need someone to take care of me, like u did.. bought me panadol, then ubat..erm, sakit tekak? :')

i need someone that cn hug me real tight..and kiss my forehead? :')

i need someone who called me sayang, bby, ayang, and evrything..

i need someone that can.. hmm tiupkan air gas..? since uve been away, org tk penah minum air gas..

cuz that reminds me of you.and dh tkde siapa lg nk tiupkan air gas tu.. :(

i need someone to pick me up in front of my house, and go dating~~ till late night~

i need someone who love to fight with me.. over radio? hmm

i need someone that is.. you..

i do love to hear ur voice on the phone~ 

i dont want to be so far away from you..

mlgnya.. kita mmg tk ada jodoh. even jauh lagi nk ckp pasal jodoh kan? mybe pertemuan kita ni satu kesilapan.. org minta maaf.. terpaksa buat awk mcm ni, tp kenapa awk sgt kejam dkt org?
awk tahu hati perempuan tersgt lemah.. org tak kuat..
org jauh dgn family, org mcm alone dkt sini.. and then.. org kehilangan awak.. org nanges setiap masa bila fikirkan pasal ni.. bila text awak tak masuk org mcm.. asek fikir je.. awk buat apa, text siapa, call siapa.. tapi.. ni semua cabaran bg org..

org nk awak tahu, that..
i'll be here forever..its just that.. its so hard for me to accept you.
awk smpai hanta text sanggup sujud dkt org. tahu btapa terkejut nya time org bce text tu?
org tahu awk dh tak larat dgn prangai org, degil org melampau, jeles menggunung..
tapi itu lah org.. i love you Muhamad Ibrahim Mohd Yatim..
jaga diri dekat sana..
selamat tinggal.. ='(
sumpah sedih, tiada lagi awak as my boyfie, hubby ..
hrap awk bahagia dgn dia..

 

cumel sungguh awak b.. mlgnya, awak bukan org punya lagi.. 

awak bebas tanpa org.. :'(

 banyak lagi gmba kita bersama.. 

tp org mskkan dua ni je. gmba terakhir kita..

yg lain gmba awak.. sume cumel cumel :')

selamat tinggal..

lotsa love from ur ex, nurul bazilah bt ibrahim

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